In
1995, the monsoons failed for the third year in a row. Then winter
blew in early, but all we got was some dustings of snow. After each
storm, gales screamed out of the northwest, lifted the snow into tendrils
and whirled it into nothingness. That spring, the wind never seemed
to stop. Sand drifted along the fence lines and snaked across the
dirt roads.
Saturday,
April 27,1996, I drove my beat-up ’72 Ford pickup, hauling an
even more beat-up stock trailer down the Tijeras canyon to the Cattlemen’s
Livestock auction in Belen, New Mexico. That day the potholed dirt
parking lot was jammed. A line of trucks pulling stock trailers and
horse trailers snaked to the gate where the brand inspectors checked
for stolen livestock before sending them to the sale pens. The drought
was forcing lots of people to sell their horses.
At the
southwest corner of the sale pens, two double-decker cattle semis
waited. The auction’s wranglers would run many of today’s
horses straight from the sale ring to the corrals that fed into the
semis. The semis would leave later that day for the stockyards to
fatten up the skinny ones. The sleek ones would go straight the Bel-Tex
slaughterhouse in Ft. Worth.
I never
bid on the sleek ones because they were usually city horses, used
up after one too many dashes down the racetrack, or crippled from
barrel racing or going over jumps. I liked the skinny ones because
they usually were just down on their luck, hauled in by folks who
couldn’t afford to wait out the drought any longer, who couldn’t
afford to haul hay to their ranches any more.
I climbed
up on the catwalk that ran above the welded pipe corrals where horses
waited. In one pen a mustang mare sagged like the Indian pony of the
“End of the Trail” sculpture. She might have once been
a palomino, but now was dirty yellow. Her matted coat failed to hide
a protruding backbone and ribs. Despite her emaciation, her belly
hung wide and low. Her udder was swollen.
What really
caught my attention were her scars. Beginning at her throat latch,
four parallel scars ended in a puckered hollow on the underside of
her neck. It looked as if a cougar had ripped out her throat. It seemed
a miracle that she had survived.
Today
she needed another miracle. Not me, I thought. I wasn’t here
to rescue horses. Certainly not one that could run up a vet bill.
Like many New Mexico horse dealers, I wasn’t exactly rolling
in money.
I
won a $189.60 bid for a thin but peppy Quarter Horse mare and her
colt, so young that his umbilical cord still hung from his belly.
Forty-five dollars more bought the chestnut yearling Mustang filly
I’d seen in the same pen with the scarred yellow mare. Maybe
it was hers, I thought. Those three ought to make a profit. Just
give them some groceries and training.
I rose
from my seat and began shuffling sideways toward the aisle. Just
then, two wranglers shoved the scarred yellow mare into the ring.
She stumbled, lurched, but managed to keep from falling. I looked
at her taut belly and udder. A memory intruded of my best friend’s
stillborn baby, and how we cried together. This mare’s unborn
foal might never see the sun. I lifted my hand. The auctioneer called
out, “Sold Carol, $60 dollar.”
It was
easy to load the Quarter Horse mare and her colt. The filly jumped
right in after them. Moving the yellow mare was another matter.
I haltered her and pulled while a wrangler harried her from behind.
She moved slowly, neither fighting us nor cooperating.
When
we got home an hour later, I was half surprised to see the yellow
mare still alive and standing.
I unloaded
them all into the quarantine corral. A six-foot-high solid wood
fence on the west broke the wind. A wire fenced orchard hemmed in
the south. A greenhouse that doubled as a barn in the winter made
up the east side of the corral. I hadn’t started gardening
in the greenhouse yet because at our 6,600 ft altitude, we can get
heavy snows even in May. My home sheltered the north side. I could
step out the living room door right into the corral. This entrance,
or perhaps I should say exit, was about to become mighty handy.
I filled
the new arrivals’ feeder with grass hay because giving alfalfa
right away might colic them. The Quarter Horse mare and the yearling
began wolfing it down right away. The yellow mustang ate slowly.
After awhile, the yearling paused to groom the yellow mare, trying
to clean up her matted hair. Must be her foal from last spring,
I thought. Maybe the mare would live.
The
next morning, the southwest wind built into a gale. Sand sung through
the air. I decided not to go to church. Not with that yellow mare
in my care, and, Lord willing, a foal on the way. My boyfriend,
Mike, called and said he would come over to see the new horses.
By the time he arrived, I had fixed up a 12x16-foot foaling stall
in the greenhouse with deep straw, water and a pile of hay.
The
yellow mare was now standing in the lee of the west fence, head
low, tail to the sandstorm. Mike and I agreed that it was urgent
to get her into shelter.
I haltered
her and tried to lead her. She wouldn’t move. Mike got behind,
waved his hands and clucked. She ignored him. In desperation, I
picked up a front foot and put it back down a few inches ahead.
Mike pushed her rear until she shifted her weight forward. I moved
the diagonal hind foot forward and he shoved again. She shifted
her weight forward just a bit more. It was some seventy feet to
the entrance of the barn. We took near to an hour with this foot-by-foot
shoving to get her there. I could hardly believe that my city-bred
boyfriend was willing to spend all that time getting sand papered
by the storm.
Another
thirty feet and fifteen minutes down the aisle of the greenhouse
got her into the foaling stall. As soon as I took off the halter,
she lay down on her chest, lowered her head and rested her chin
in the straw.
Mike
and I went into the house and washed the grit off our faces and
arms.
He said,
“How about my place for lunch?”
I thought
it over. I hadn’t seen the mare having contractions. Her udder
hadn’t waxed. Mustangs usually foal in the pre-dawn hours.
“Sure.”
He replied,
“I’ll check the mare first. Just in case.” He
headed out the south door. Within seconds, he rushed back in. “Feet
are sticking out.”
I followed
him out through the sandstorm and into the greenhouse. She was lying
where we had left her, propped up on her chest, resting with her
chin deep in the straw. Now two tan hooves were sticking out of
her vulva, amniotic fluid dribbling around them. The soles pointed
down. I figured that this meant they were the front feet, not the
rear. I couldn’t see the nose. I hoped it was inside the mare’s
vagina, on top of the legs, where it belonged. Lord willing, it
would be a normal delivery.
We went
back into the house. I dug out towels and sterile gloves, cut my
fingernails to the quick so they wouldn’t risk tearing the
gloves, scrubbed down extra hard up to my elbows, and grabbed a
stack of clean towels. Mike mixed a drink for the mare of warm water
with electrolytes and molasses. As we returned to the greenhouse,
I hoped to see her licking off her foal.
Nothing
had changed. I was relieved to see that the skin at the foal’s
coronary bands hadn’t turned blue. I figured we had plenty
of time. Mike lifted the mare’s head and placed her muzzle
in the electrolyte drink. She ignored it, so he set it aside where
she could drink when she felt like it.
Some
fifteen minutes went by without her having a contraction. The sandstorm
thundered and hissed against the greenhouse, worse than ever. I
turned to Mike. “Please call Mikki.” She was our nearest
neighbor to the north.
By the
time Mikki arrived, still nothing had changed. The mare hadn’t
had a contraction since we first saw feet sticking out. However,
the skin above the foal’s hooves still hadn’t gone blue.
We still had time. Or did we?
I thought
through my experiences as the local goat midwife. The first delivery,
twenty years before, had been the worst. The first doe I ever owned
was in labor, and then it stopped. I phoned a vet and he said he
was too busy to come out. He told me to reach inside, arrange two
front hooves with a nose between them, and pull like heck. When
the kid’s hooves appeared, they looked fine to me. So there
I was tugging and expecting victory. When the kid finally popped
out, he was dead. He had been dead so long that his hair slipped
off in great wads on my hands.
I said,
“Mikki, call the vet.”
I slid
a gloved hand up the mare’s vagina. The nose was where it
belonged, between the legs. I grabbed the fetlocks and pulled downward
just a little bit. The foal slid right out, with no resistance,
dark and slimy. I lifted its white tail. “It’s a girl,”
I said.
The
mare ignored us all. Her head sagged deeper into the straw. It seemed
like she was dozing. Was she dying? Blood wasn’t running out
of her vulva, so I figured we’d best concentrate on the filly.
I squeezed her chest. Amniotic fluid dribbled out of her nostrils.
I expected her to sneeze any moment, but she didn’t. She wasn’t
moving at all.
I stared
at her chest. No motion. I looked at the hairs in her nostrils.
Not a quiver. “She’s dying,” I said. Was she already
dead? I grabbed a towel and rubbed. Her hair didn’t slip.
Maybe there was still life in her.
Just
then, Mikki returned. “I left a message with the answering
service.”
“She’s
dying. Everyone rub her.”
The
three of us roughed up the filly with towels, shook her, pumped
her chest, and everything stayed the same. We paused a moment while
I looked up a nostril. I couldn’t see even one hair quivering.
Tears streamed down my cheeks. “Wait,” I said. “I
think I saw a hair move.” We rubbed her some more. The hairs
in her nostrils fluttered. Soon we could see her chest moving. She
opened her eyes, then lifted her head. Soon she lurched to her feet.
Only then did I realize a star marked her forehead.
“We
should name her Miracle,” said Mikki. We laughed and hugged
each other.
The
mare still lay on her chest, resting nose down in the straw, ignoring
us all. Mike lifted her head and again placed her muzzle in the
electrolyte drink. After a moment she wiggled her nose, then began
gulping it. She drank almost two gallons.
We decided
to go inside and give the mare and filly some peace, and just check
in on them from time to time.
Near
sunset, Mike and I were getting concerned again. The mare still
lay in exactly the same position. It looked like she hadn’t
stood up yet, and that meant that Miracle hadn’t nursed yet.
She had to get colostrum, which is a mother’s first milk,
soon. If a foal doesn’t get colostrum within the first day,
it will die of a paralyzed digestive tract. I kept goat colostrum
in the freezer for emergencies, but her dam’s would be better.
Mike and I got on each side of the mare, reached under her and tugged.
With our help, she finally heaved to her feet.
Miracle
began nosing around her dam’s flank. Within minutes, she found
a nipple and began nursing. Her mother turned and sniffed her, then
licked her, then seemed to come fully awake, murmuring and licking
eagerly.
When
we checked an hour or so later, the mare had expelled the placenta.
I brought it inside, laid it out in the bathtub, and washed off
the straw that was gummed up all over it with old amniotic fluid.
It was the usual butterfly shape with a tear at one end where the
filly had come out. The edges of the tear fit together perfectly,
meaning that nothing was left inside the uterus. Good sign.
That
night we left the greenhouse and the yellow mare’s stall open
to the quarantine corral so they were free to join the others.
At
sunrise the next morning, I walked out the south living room door
into the corral. I called out “Horses,” like I always
do when entering a corral. The new filly galloped out of the greenhouse
to me. Her coat reflected the sun like a new copper penny. She cuddled,
whickering as I petted her.
Fine,
except now her dam was shrieking from inside her stall. I began
herding the filly toward the greenhouse. I heard hoof beats, and
then her dam poked her head out the door. When she saw me, she bared
her teeth and charged. I ran like heck, and barely beat her to the
living room door.
That’s
how Dragon Lady got her name. As it turned out, when I had bought
her, she seemed tame only because she was too near death to flee
or fight. It soon became evident that she had been entirely wild.
Like
most any wild horse, she calmed down within a few days. Soon she
was peaceably sharing Miracle with Mike, Mikki and me. A few days
later, while I was grooming off the greasy thatch of hair from her
back, she began leaning into the currycomb, showing exactly where
she wanted me to rub. From then on, she came when I called and begged
me to pet her.
Dragon
Lady is now an old woman’s pet. She races her owner’s
car along their driveway, eager as a dog to play.
Mikki
bought Miracle and registered her as a palomino. Miracle became
a star of sorts when a gag photo of her hanging out in my living
room ran on page 101 of the Sept. 28, 1998 issue of Time
magazine.
Also,
a few less cans of dog food – or perhaps pounds of protein
meal – got made at the Bel-Tex plant.
All
this pivoted on a $60 whim that got lucky. A miracle, perhaps.
In
case you wondered, a few months later Mike and I married each other
and are living happily ever after. Article
Provided By Carolyn
M. Bertin
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